Saturday, December 12, 2009

<~3

Never say I love you
If you really don’t care
Never talk about feelings
If they aren’t really there
Never hold my hand
If you are gonna break my heart
Never say you are going to
If you don’t plan to start
Never look into my eyes
If all you do is lie
Never say hi
If you really mean goodbye
If you really mean forever
Then say you will try
Never say forever
Cuz forever makes me cry….

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Me

I am not your typical girl.
I get into weird moods.
I call myself crazy.
I'm pretty sure love exists..maybe..
I'm really emotional, but i could care less of what you think.
I can cry if i feel like it.
I can also throw some mean tantrums.
I stick my foot out of my blanket at night.
I know i can be very random.
I hate it when people take things out on me.
I'm a very good listener and i love talking.
I suck at trying to cheer people up, but i try anyway.
I sometimes feel like compliments are lies, because I don't think of myself like that.
I love meeting new people and making more friends.
I love to sing in the rain.I love my closest friends.
I also love people who are willing to listen to me.
I love to be kicked out of stores and i love making a fool of myself.
Playing stupid bugs me, so please don't do it.
It also bugs me when people act like they're so much better than everyone else.
To me, if everyone tried, we all are practically equal.
I love bugging people i don't know.
I'm kind of a two faced personality.
When I'm alone with a person i dont know so well, I'm shy and quiet.
But when I'm with people I'm comfortable with, I act stupid and like to do crazy things.
I love when guys are charming, even when i don't deserve it.
I don't care what you think, so i generally act myself.
I love sticking my feet out of the window at 65 mph.
It's such a weird feeling.
Sometimes i get in the moods where i feel like no one really cares about me.
But i know there is always someone there.
When people compliment me, I usually cry because i feel like im the last person to deserve it.
I'm an easy person to figure out, because i'm lost in this huge world not knowing what i want.
I've been hurt before, and I'm not planning to make that same mistake.
It's safe to say I'm not perfect, because i am only human.
I love getting in the moods to type about myself, like i am right now.
I wish i had a guy to hug me and tell me everything would be okay.
People seem to judge me too easily;
I could care less.
I fall for guys way too easily.
Me and my friends have so many inside jokes, i could write a novel.
I love the music that i can throw my head around.
When something is on my mind, i listen to music to make me feel better.
and when something is bothering me, i take a walk around the block.
I keep my feelings to myself becuz i don't think any one would really care to hear my problems.
I use to care what i looked like but now i don't care and accept who i am.
I sometimes don't understand why i even have friends;
and those of you who are, you mean the world to me.
I still believe in shooting stars even though none of them have come true.
i have a unique style in clothing.
Some people say i dress too skaterish, but thats just who i am.
I Don't like wearing Jewelry except for cheap bracelets or if there is a meaning to it.
I'm trying to be a better person becuz i want my nieces and nephews to look up to me, not who they don't want to be.
I love being with my friends even if it's for only a short while.
I get my feelings hurt so easily, it's ridiculous.
Moral of the story, I do what i want, when i want. its not about what people are saying, its about me.be who you are and say how you feel. because those who matter dont mind.i do admit, i have made mistakes in my life. i've let people take advantage of me and i've accepted way less than i deserve.but i learn from bad choices. and even though there are never people i can't get back, and who will never be sorry, i know better next time.and this time, i wont settle for anything less than i deserve.

Friends, Family and just plain ol' me :)